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today has been a fun day. went to the beach with ma best friend and took a lot os picsso im happy =) eww! men here are so nasty we were in our barhing suits and men were screaming and acting all perverted and shit. I find that so GAY! eww anyways had fun yesterday, did a sleepover in ma house. I told ma friend about my cousing. She took it very well and didin't judge, still she was shocked. I dont blame her O_O im still shocked LOL. Im drepressed and enjoyin my las few days of summer. Here in PR we start school monday, eww! -_- i HATE school you have no idea. Im also sad because my sister went to college this year and lives like 1hr away! im an only child, it SUCKS! because now i have more atention from my parents and that SUCKS!!!
ugh..i just wanna graduate and MOVE!!!!!!

Masturbation!?

good or bad? what do you think

me?? umm i think its NORMAL!specially in teenagers
its better for a teen to masturbate than go a have sex..right?
why do people make such a huge deal about it!
WHY DO PEOPLE SAY ITS A SIN?
what! you think if i do it i'll go to hell??
if you wanna do it.. DO IT!!!
i think a person should do what makes them happy! do you?

how do you know whats write or wrong? because someone says its bad yea what if that person tells you that killing is right and that you should kill..would you do it?

think about it..

i just don't know..HELP PLEASE!!

This has been the weirdest couple of weeks of summer ever. It all started when school ended It was normal parties, movies with friends, hanging out blahh!!! So I have this “friend” his name is John we have been on and off dating for a year now. We’ve been together in school since the third grade, but we started dating in the 10th grade. It didn’t work because he was just using me to get good grades, was a dick, immature and just was not ready for a relationship. But I just can’t get him off my mind, I guess since he was my first love and first kiss and what not. Im 16 now and I don’t want to go back to passed things I want a fresh new start. It took me a lot of time to realize that. I went to a cruise this summer. It was awesome and I met this guy and we had what you call “summer love” and we are still together now. The bad thing is we live miles apart! He lives in NY and I live in Puerto Rico. But for now we are taking it day by day and we’ll just see what happens in the future. I’m happy because being with him made me realize there are other boys out there that think I’m pretty and who like me. JOHN is not the only one out there. I really miss my boo<33 but I’m starting to have doubts of our relationship because of what happened last week when my cousin came. D:So I was excited because my cousin was coming, it’s been 3 years since I last saw him. The fist couple of days were awkward as usual but then everything went back to normal. He was excited to come here because he’s from NY, coincidence right ?!!! LOL and over there the legal age to drink and to buy cigarettes is 21 and over here in Puerto Rico is 18, but they don’t ask for ID so if your 16 they don’t care they just sell it to you. So one day my sister, her best friend, him and me go to this bar, we had a blast!! me and him got drunk!!! and while my sister did the dished we made out O_O i knooow!!!!!!! Next morning we acted like nothing happend, like we were so drunk we didin't remember..but i knew he remembered. The next couple of days we were very close the bad thing is we made out even more and i gave him a hand job and a blow job and he touched my boobs and fingured me! The thing is i dont feel guilty about it cus hes my cousing and its more like "family love" NOT REALLY!! mm maybe is that since hes my cousing i know noting could ever happen so its not considered cheating rigt?? i just don't know!! i reall like my boyfriend but i dont know if things could work. Could that be a signal??? please don't judge, just listend and help me!